Tangled hair and painted ideas

Today I went to the beach. I went for a walk with some music that puts me into the world outside of the chaos called normalcy. I went on a job interview earlier this week and I thought of the difference between who I am and who I am pretending to be. I don't think of myself as a sell out. I genuinely care about and enjoy the philosophfy that I put into my work. What I don't like is the politicking. I don't enjoy wearing a suit or blow drying my hair. I like to have messy, sandy, windy, dancing hair. I like to wear tank tops and flowy skirts. I like to have paint in my finger nails and not on my finger nails. I like to wear glitter not coordinate make up that makes me look like I am awake when I am not because I am not a morning person. I just want purple dreads. I will be just as professional and brilliant and I am sure I will be more helpful in jeans. Maybe I could teach English on the beach...I actually have done that. I think you learn better when you your soul is learning with you and you aren't trying to pretend that your mind is some formality that someone else created for you.