My voice is rebelling against me....
It has been shaking when I speak in public. Actually when I speak for more than one sentence at a time. I was considering that maybe it was the caffeine but that doesn't seem poetic enough for me.
Somebody said that I may be repressing something...It sounds likely. I don't know what it could be...It seems that my body is telling me I need to be more artistic. Maybe I am not using my voice for the words that need to be said. The reason I know this is that it doesn't shake when I sing or scream...

Yesterday I disocovered an art project called postsecret. You send in an a postcard with something you have never told anyone. I think it is an amazing project and got me thinking about all the ways that we don't communicate honestly with others and ourselves. I want to use my voice...but I want it to be meaningful...I think its time to create something.